And so begins another blog. Switching over from another mass-blog site since this one looks so much cooler. 
Tonight was really fun, we had friends over for a birthday/baby celebration/dinner. So nice to catch up with people I haven't seen in forever. And their son is adorable. And, as an added bonus, we got an OBGYN referral!!! Yay!! So this may be just the nudge I need to *finally* get started on the crazy baby making journey. I know I've been putting it off out of fear, but this is just getting ridiculous. How many surrogate-baby-pets can one person get before just breaking down and getting pregnant?? I must hold the record. Don't get me wrong, they're all cute, every one of them, but the fact is I want a true live baby to raise and love. So what is the fear stopping me? Fear of doctors laughing in my face when I tell them I'm a lesbian wanting to conceive with the love of my life. Fear of the awesome responsibility that is parenthood. Fear of the permanence of the entire thing. Fear that something will go wrong and I'll turn out to be infertile. So many fears that I can just put off by not calling a doctor, not going in to get started on the whole road. But ultimately, I want to have children, a family, and I have to want it more than I fear it. So this week I must call and set up an appointment.
In the meantime, free pet anyone??
